I do not get angry very easily, but when I do it is like Hell on Earth. I do not hold grudges very often, but when I do it is for eternity.
I am not like the average person. I do not feel the need to show emotion that I do not feel. So, if you do see a smile on my face it is because I am actually happy, and if you see me run to you and give you a hug, it is because I actually miss you, and if you see me cry, which should never ever happen, then… I am actually truly and uncontrollably sad.
Please do not hate me for not pretending like I care, because I do not want to lie to you like that because I do not want you to lie like that to me. I want to know if you are actually proud of me and to never have to doubt it. I want to know when you are angry with me and if I have actually done something wrong. I want to know that you love me, not that you are supposed to or that it is the right thing to do. I want to know that you are true, and I will be true too.