I just had a thought,
I am in New York City on a trip and tonight while we are exploring around Time Square or walking through on our way somewhere I could just dissapear. Right there in the crowd. No one would probably realize that I’m gone.
I could run the other way and go to the bridge. I could then walk up it and once I am clear over the water I could just close my eyes and fall.
Or jump off, I don’t really care. As long as I have a chance at ending it all. I can see everything getting better after that. If I do survive then everyone would finally see how bad I really need help.
I was finally able to, for one second think about killing myself without thinking about others and how they would feel.
I want to run away and kill myself…
But it’s okay, because it was just a thought.
Hey, please give me advice! Should I do it Tonight? Why or why not? What should I do?